Some day...

Do you ever find yourself writing in a "perfect" way... just for the viewers? Cutting out the screaming that happens in the story or picking and choosing which of the less vulnerable emotions to be portrayed with. Someday, I'm going to be able to say, "I don't care what people think, this is how I feel." I think that when we embrace those feelings, whatever they may be, we come to the same conclusion but with a lot less anxiety. Joseph was telling me a fact he heard on the radio... Studies have shown that high levels of stress can decrease your life expectancy by 16 years. I wonder how much stress could be relieved by just cutting out judgements on oneself. So... Someday... I'll write what I really think because that's the way it should be.